New school, new semester, new environment, new friend, and it suppose to be good starting life. But for me, I wish I could forget about the pass and start with a new life, nothing to be worry about.

The moment we stick together, laughing, hanging out, it was a pretty good memories. Maybe it is quite hard to be but I still hoping we can do this again in this new semester. For what is happened to me, I don't blame anyone because the real troublemaker is myself. I brought these things up and then I'm very thankful that you guys are going to help me. From what I see, you guys are the real best friends and I promise to myself not doing these ever again. There are some friends, I admit that I did not handle very well in maintain our friendship, but I still want to be friend with you, I'll forgive what you have done to me and I wish you could forgive what I have done to you. Back to be normal, that's all what I want now.    

Last week, he called me and I told him what actually I felt in this 3 years. I can felt his crying, sadness, disappointed, and my guilty. It was my fault for not telling him anything until I tell the truth to him for now. He seems like change a lot, he is no longer being that stupid, impetuous boy. He can control his emotion, very calm, he told me it was not the right time and ask me to hold on until he finish his exam. I felt quite surprise but for now, all I can do is just hoping next time my Cupid could shoot his arrow at the right person on right time.

Recently, I'm interested on making/edit video. There are some of my friends who are really good in this kind of things and they taught me on how to use Sony Vegas Movie Studio and Adobe After Effects to make an awesome video! It's just look like those advertisement as we watched in TV! I hope I could make one on my own~



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